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heeey guys so today was eventful........... not...... jesus no day in my life has ever been eventful anywyas... first i have a lady friend call up begging me to go with the city with her.. she hasnt spoken to me in ages and it just seemed really awkward so i put the phone down on her.. may sound a little mean but i did used to like her until she stopped speaking..then i do nothing apart from feeling the heat burn me .then i go and practice on my guitar and break the fucking top string!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it always happens... so then i decide to just quickly go to the music shop and buy a couple of top strings.. i come back put the string on practise some more, listen to music then final come on here.............. boring i know
anyways fucking school!! and god damn tests only 2 left hooray
*is hoping caro comes on msn already*
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees
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[27 Apr 2005|09:26pm] |
hey people! i havent updated this for ages, i guess i didnt really have anything intresting or worth while in my life to use this. everythings been same as usual school sucks, friends suck ,everything sucks... ive been ill for the past 3 days and i was also happy about going to see my grandma again this week to give her this card a brought her, my other grandma and my mother had also brought a card for her.
at about 4:30pm i got a call from my dad saying she had passed away last night... i was devistated and lost for en asked words my dad then if i was going to go to the funeral and i said of course i am then he said he had to go.... but i would really like if my mother could come but i doubt he'd let her anyways what can i do nothing.. because im nothing
im apsalutely dreading school tommorow if someone pisses me of i dont want to end up doing something stupid i spose i really ca
see ya
ps.i might start updating this more often
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[30 Mar 2005|09:55am] |
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I HAVE A GARDIAN ANGEL TOO, I JUST DONT BRAG ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME! :p im bored and i cant be bothered to go out today i was watching daria (i dont usually watch this but nothings on), paul was on msn but now hes gone. yesterday i went shopping on my own, i bought the waynes world 1&2 dvd bexset EXTREME CLOSE UP!!! anyways on saturday im going to see my nan again *random news* but i hope shes in a better state than last time
*&*byers*&*
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| aiiight people, ADD PAUL! |
[30 Mar 2005|12:32am] |
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_paauul hes my friend, hes new to LJ hes a cool guy add him!!, he might not update much at the mo cause hes at collage but ill encourage him!
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| Put a gun to my head and pull the trigger |
[26 Mar 2005|10:32pm] |
i went to coventry to see my nan in hospital again with my dad and my cousin yesterday, and we got there to see her and the doctors told us that theyve found cancer. i went in to see her and she was coming in and out of conciousness but when she came too for a while my dad told her it was me, i held her hand and she smiled at me ,she couldnt talk because she had all tubes and stuff in her mouth and my dad said when he went in she tried to hug him...
I just wanna talk to my nan its not a state i want to see her in, but when shes made a recovery from her operation theyre going to start kimo therapy on her fingers crossed that it works.. but you never know whats going to happen so my family and me have got to be prepaired for the worst.
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| do it for the girl |
[25 Mar 2005|01:57am] |
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A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murdered chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded.
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[25 Mar 2005|01:46am] |
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meh todays been mega boring, no one will talk to me on msn, ive been getting verbal abuse from my step father again meh..
im outie*
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| im soo bored ! |
[24 Mar 2005|12:19am] |
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well anyways IM OFF SCHOOL FOR TWO WEEKS!!! cos of the easter holiday this year im getting the waynes world 1 and 2 boxset and a red pair of converse!i need to get a new string for my guitar beacause the fucking bottom string snapped again just when i thought it would last for a while, i was at school practising with my bud and it fucking snapped grrrri need to get a new one tommorow
at lunch i went to the music room to finish off my waltz composition on thy piano, my music teacher seems to be pretty pleased with it.
ive got two weeks off school so i guess ill get to talk to caro and paul a bit more often,maybe if they ever come on msn..lol, i got an email of paul!! oh yeah!! he seems to have lost his mind...j/k
but he seems very happy.
anyways
)&*PeAcE oUt*&(
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please check my new dissos layout its pretty shibby
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| well im feeling pretty average |
[22 Mar 2005|06:36pm] |
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well i want up to coventry to see my nan in hospital after they gave her the operation to get rid of the sist wich was squashing her lungs,there wasnt much to see ,she was sedated...but walking through the intensive care unit is one of the most depressing things ive ever experienced in my life..
i stayed at my uncles with my dad ,it was ok they have a pool table ,me,my dad,my cousin and my uncle played pool till like 1:30am then i was nackered so i went to sleep.The next day we went shopping in birmingham and i saw the strangest shopping centre ever lol..
pretty ugly huh ?
anyways today was bohhoring and yesterday i was ill off school but tommorow is the last day before the easter holidays WOOOO!!
/**peace out**/
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| Well i feel as shit as it gets |
[18 Mar 2005|06:51pm] |
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i get back from school and i find out my grandmas in fucking hospital and my dads coming to take me to the hospital to visit her,he also said this might be the last time i see her...that put me in a pretty shit mood,then my mums husband peter starts laugthing and calling me gay for no reason, then i said ''im not the gay one you fucking are'',he then goes upstairs and breaks one of my cds, i then have another go at him and he smashes my £150 goddamn cd player...im feeling as shit as humalny possible...i really hate his guts,the sooner he dies the better
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[13 Mar 2005|01:02pm] |
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i made a lil site Kaiser chiefs site its pretty unfinished but whatever,
kaiser chiefs online
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| im bored now,DAMN YOU PAUL |
[12 Mar 2005|11:34pm] |
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lol i was just on msn having a lil joke about wich is better noddy or bananas in pyjamas, personaly i gotta go with bannanas lolwell he just went off without saying a thing i hope he didnt get offended about me saying how shit noddy is ...lol,i put BIP as my dp and i think all my msn contacts think im retarded now lol.
so im bored now and someone that'll talk to me should come on msn now!! pretty please!!!.. anyway school on friday was a pretty good day i got to spend a whole lesson with my personal tutor, jodie (shes sooo hot) talking about my attendance progress its improved from last year though but she thinks i could do better, then the rest of the session we just talked about good music i found out she likes the kaiser chiefs !!! damn her shes seen them live!
well yesterday it was rednose day one of the best days for tv! and for a good cause but some of the trailers about the poverty and disease in africa were pretty sad a two children lost their parents to HIV beacause they couldnt afford treatment grr this world is stupid the money should be spread around instead of mainly staying in a couple of countries grrr, anyways i donated £10 and bought a red nose
anyways *im outie*
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[09 Mar 2005|07:02pm] |
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hehe school so its been another norm day, but apparently im a nerd because i spend my lunch in the music room meh .. its fun in there i can practise without any fuckers annoying me wich is great..
well.. after school.. ive just stayed in ...lol the boredom!!..no ones on msn either
i wanna talk to caro and frankie!!! they'll hopefully be on later *fingers crossed*
*im outie*
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InMe-faster the chase |
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new background you likey ?
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| school fucking school |
[06 Mar 2005|01:58am] |
Anyways the tests are over and done with wich is a good thing, they all seemed easy peasy....
what an eventful day it has been today lol i went to HMV with my buddeh and i bought my chemical romances new cd and a Lostprophets t-shirt altogether i spent £20 not bad i have £40 left still thats a big thing for me,im one of those type of people that gets money and spends it straight away.
um i hope caros ok she justs seems a bit off toninght,i think shes just a lil tired.
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